I feel bad for not being able to go out and be your bag carrier and companion this Black Friday. :(
I'm sorry.

Not once have I stopped trying to do my best and give my best in this relationship. And now you say its not enough, and that you're getting bored. :(

You're snoring on the phone :) You started doing so after I said 'I love you'. I think it's cute :))

And I can't sleep, I think it's because you didn't say you loved me too after I said I did. But it's okay, I know you love me too. I just don't know why I can't sleep. Maybe it's because you scared me, and I kept hearing those stupid creaking noises again. But now they're gone and I'm still awake. This is kind of a rant, it's three am now, you just stopped snoring. I miss you.

I wish you were sleeping on my shoulder. I miss how you used to sleep on my shoulder all night whenever we were together. These days you we are, you just sleep facing away from me, hugging my pillow, instead of me. But sometimes when I'm lucky, when morning comes and you're semi-awake, you come into my welcoming arms and stay on my shoulder, allowing me to hug you for a little until we decide to wake up. Those mornings give me extra big smiles :)

Again, I miss you. I hope you're dreaming of me that's why I can't sleep. I'm going to try again now.