And this is the part where it gets harder. The awkwardness. The avoidance. The suppression. I'll take the initiative to do all these, my friendship with you is more than anything I could ever ask for from you.

There's no denying that I am on the verge of falling in love with you. And it's starting to show - in the way I look at you as we're talking, in the way I light up and smile at you when I happen to bump into you or place myself so I would bump into you, in the way I so blatantly steal glances at you which I'm pretty sure you notice.

How long before the cat gets out of the bag? April marks six months of me thinking about you.

Where can you get days better than these? :)

School and my life seems like a really big bag of good vibes right now. I have sufficient time to do everything I need - I study every day, I get enough sleep, I have enough time and energy to walk back and forth from home to school - and everything I want - I have time to hang out and get to know friends I don't really know so well, and I'm in the right places to meet new people :) I'm even in the right places at the right times such that I get to see you at least three times a week because your class starts right after mine ends in the same classroom, and that I get to study where you intern at :)

I'm glowing like the beautiful sunshine today just because I saw you and you said I looked nice. Those comments and smiles of yours are battery packs that energize the life of me, and I look forward to seeing where this may or may not end up at (it doesn't matter, because as long as you're around you'll always make my day).

Can't wait to see you again tonight! :D

Who would have thought of a better way to start my Spring Quarter! Thanks big G up there :)

The drive from home was pretty somber given the fact that I started tearing right after I left home. I miss my family already. But lucky me, I decided to drop by Walmart! I had the most pleasant surprise, and I'm pretty sure it shown on my face when I came face to face with the one person I wanted to see most in school. Damn! What a damn pleasant way to start my quarter <3

Can't say I wasn't smiling ear to ear after I talked to her and her sister :)