there's a new cutie in school, and i'm gonna blog about her and other things soon! (shoot me, im so lazy)

i gave her chocolate today (:

not gonna be online so much anymore, i've got dreams to chase!

-San Francisco was really nice, I can't wait to move there.
-Chinatown was packed with chinese peeps and gay/lesbian couples.
-I got reminded of a certain Chinatown trip in a certain country.
-Ate at Sam Wo's the best chinese place, with Lorenzo.
-Bought 30 bucks worth of mooncakes for my sister.
-Gained weight eating random foods
-Didnt wanna go shopping for clothes because stomach was popping out.
-Really really nice San Francisco, I WANT TO MOVE OUT AND BECOME A BUM IN UNION SQUARE ALREADY.
-Missed the feeling of going out with someone special.
-Talked with two different groups of (old)people who I suspected were Singaporeans, and I was right both times!
-Speeded on the highway :D


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I let you drive right by
I didn't realize I wanted you 'til you were gone.
I wasted too much time
I learnt that love keeps moving on.
But you're already gone.

Summer ended yesterday, fall's here and my path is laid. Psychology here I come.


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I spent the day at school pushing a baby stroller around and taking care of Nicole's sweet thing, Jeremiah! It was baby day for human development and we had like twenty babies in class! Jeremiah's bloody adorable and he's such a calm and friendly baby. I want one too! I'm so glad its Friday tomorrow, week four of school is coming to an end! Week five is coming, so are the midterm exams.

Don't know if I should go drinking with Alex tomorrow, I already rejected his invitation last Wednesday. I can't afford to get a hangover because Saturday I'm off to Chinatown with Lorenzo and friends. We're gonna go observe and interview people about the Moon Festival. I can't wait! (Actually I just wanna go up to San Francisco :D)

I lost my wallet at school today. I ended up walking down to the police post in campus and getting to know the campus security peeps. Hate myself, I lost 75bucks, my two debit cards, my IDs (new ones and old ones from Singapore), house key, and a few memories. Sigh. I hope whoever took/found my wallet, returns my wallet somehow. Let them take the stupid 75 dollars, just let me have the remaining content back.

Oh, next entry I'll show you guys what Nicole and I learn in class (:

Sarah Cooper made us write about the most intelligent person we knew today. Which made me realise that the most intelligent person I knew also turned out to be one of more stupid people I know. I didn't think she'd collect the paper and so I wrote all the reasons why I thought that person was the most intelligent to me. I wrote so much, all the smallest reasons why I thought the person was smart that only I would understand. I wrote cause I thought I'd be able to keep it and look at what I wrote someday in future, now I have to share with my teacher what I define as intelligent.

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And if you could read my heart
Then you'd know without exception
It was all with the best of intentions

if my memory hasn't failed me, i was at sentosa exactly a year ago.

okay, i wish my memory fails soon. i have psychology tomorrow, i get to see Sarah my teacher, who says that placebos are really helpful if you believe in them. Okay, i'm gonna use a placebo on myself, i'm gonna think that my memory has failed me, and i'm gonna believe that it has. my memory is going to fail me sooooon :D

I never thought that telling the truth would cause such a mess

And I never cared for someone so damn much they could care less

So it's seems we can't fix this situation.

Now i know I had felt the reason to leave you

The best way
To make it through
With hearts and wrists intact
Is to realize
Two out of three ain't bad

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i'm gonna bring a piece of my heart to school tomorrow. maybe talking about it and telling its story to someone else will help me put it back to where it originally was.

my bus decided to reach the bus stop a minute earlier than me today so i walked to school. i was walking on the pavement with my shades on (even when there was no sun) and the wind blowing on my hair,when i heard some pretty loud honking. it got me turning to the streets and what i saw made me laugh. damned friend of mine, lorenzo stopped at the intersection cause he spotted me and he was honking at me and the couple of cars behind him were all honking at him cause like the traffic lights were green. funny guy, im'ma get him tomorrow cause he happened to spot me while i'm looking like a stupid ugly bitch (who strangely resembles a sick gay boy) strutting my fat ass down the road.

i found myself a girl-watching mate too! we're gonna be hanging around school together watching girls and pointing out what's wrong (or not) with the every single female who walks by us. we did it today! i love him man.

strange how the people i'm close with down here are all MALE.

9/11 went by pretty good, i hope no atomic bomb is set off tomorrow.

i'll save my somewhat emo entry for a rainy day; right now, i'm off to right some hella tight essays for ms. maskatia.

gawd i really need to gush (yeah, whats new right wuiz?) but its currently too early for any singaporeans to be online and i'm still in school so i shall gush here. omg i wish i was gushing or actually saying/typing this instead of writing here cause i think i need someone who can reply to me while i gush. omg omg omg. (okay anticlimax) today's been a rollercoaster ride (kinda) with peaks and drops and blah blah blah but anyways i need to gush!!! omg i found monroe girl on myspace and omg i'm sucha genius and i sound so bimbotic now omg i'm such a bimbotic genius. okay sorry im just really, okay maybe not really but i am quite excited i think i can forget about typing properly in proper sentences cause yeah omg i found monroe girl on myspace! i found her cause i got her name right this time cause i peeked into the class attendance and got her fullname. and i love myspace cause the first person that turned up on the search engine was her. omg i can't believe it. what more omg omg omg omg!!! her orientation status is unsure omg that made me smile hecka man omg do you know what that means? means that she's not actually sure whether she's straight or not. you know what that means for me or not? omg, now i'm lost for words. i'm sorry this is sucha bad entry, but i just had to gush but then again all my entries are bad so i actually dont really care. i should be hating myself now too because like i said, i am gushing, but i am not supposed to, because i'm supposed to not be interested in anyone. am i? okay i actually don't know but omg. (speechless) ......................

I'm back from camp!! (again)

Dead Momo and mini Momo. ( They got dehydrated.)

Deers going down for a drink
Stupid kids scared them away

This boy came right in front of me so I asked him to smile.

That's life. I want a retirement house with a view like that. (And a horse)

Summer's ending, no more camps till next year ):

Out of your many flames, out of the many people, why'd it have to be me you chose to unload all your dirty secrets to?

Right, maybe out of the many people, I was the only stupid vulnerable girl who fell too easily for you.


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Gosh, I'm actually quite pissed with someone who isn't a member of the family (they don't count, they piss me all the time). Been awhile, I'm pretty overwhelmed with myself.

Anjelah Johnson: Nail Salon

When boredom takes over...

Mom's such a sweetheart today ( so unlike other days), she bought me a whole dozen of Krispy Kreme donuts just because I wanted them. An hour hasn't gone past and half of the donuts are already on their way to being digested by my stomach :D Thanks God there isn't nutrition class tomorrow, stupid lecturer would grill me on how I should eat only one of that and that it contains trans fat and blah blah blah... oh did you know that avocadoes are fat? or that olives are made out of water and fat only? I hate nutrition class ):

Monroe girl's name is Chantel ( I may have spelt that wrong) and she slept in class the whole time today. What a turn off. She went out for a smoke break too, ughhh I've had enough of smoking girls. She's not gonna be an option for me. She still looks hella good though. She's filipino too. Hmmm....

I've no class tomorrow because the teacher cancelled class. She gave hecka homework though, plus I've two quizzes to study for. But the parents ( I dont know wth is wrong with them) decided to go camping ONE more time. Bleah, as much as I love camping, I've got quizzes to study for! I'm dead, I can say goodbye to the thought of my 4.0GPA.

Two weeks into the semester and finally I've found someone who's of my 'standard'. Not that I'm looking ( remember my long term relationship with school?) or anything but ever since school started, I've seen hundreds of students walk by me yet everyone of them looked nothing out of the ordinary. Boring, no wonder I dreaded school.

Things are starting to change though, this someone who's of my 'standard' is currently in Asian-American class with me. Lets call her 'the brown-eyed girl with the beautiful monroe piercing'. Okay maybe just the eye candy. So yeah, currently we're not in talking terms ( but I assure you that will change) because she's in the (super) cool group and I'm the self-proclaimed nerd (and I'm living up to my name). Not too much on her on this entry.... we'll see how things turn out.

So yeah, I've an eyecandy to look forward seeing around school. I've also a pretty close buddy from English and General Psych, who I can click well with. Now with those two reasons, plus the thought of my teachers knowing that I'm smart (4/5 of my teachers at least), I'm looking forward to school!

Oh yah, I'm even thinking of doing a double major in school. Gonna add to my list of things to achieve. So yes people, that's the update of my life in case you haven't been in on the going ons of my life.

Omg I love my sister so much she gave my brother and I 40 gold each, and she's left with 21 for herself. Omg like 40 gold!!! That's even more than the highest amount of gold I've ever had. I'm a happy girl, whoever said I was hard to please?

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During human development today, we watched a video of a live birth. The video made this 'gangsta' guy sitting behind me squirm and cover his eyes please! He had every reason to do so though, I mean like the vagina was hecka hairy and fat ( I alone would have died at the sight of that) and not forgetting the the sight of the ball of hair coming out the enormous hole along with hecka yellowish fluid (pus??). Ughhhh, thank God I didn't grow up having silly thoughts of becoming a midwife and having my hands laid out in front of hairy vaginas anticipating the birth of babies. I think the guy behind me's gonna have second thoughts of having sex with his girlfriend already. Oh yah, did I mention the HOLE was BIGGGGGGGGGG???? (*coughLOOSEcough*)

The library's pretty fun when I'm alone. I think being a nerd is the new black.

Mom is such a motivation to school. Not. She's whining cause she has to send me to school at 7 tomorrow for my 8am class. I'm not even complaining, but after she whined at me, I think I'm gonna start my weekly whining/grumbling sessions about school. For God's sake, I wake up an hour earlier than her!

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Omg hot aussie babe just sent me a message and a friend request down at myspace, asking to have a 'nice decent lesbian chat'. After looking through her profile, I think I should add the 'despo' to the 'nice decent lesbian chat'. Can't be bothered with such girls, or girls alone to be frank. I'm tired of people, of love, of anything that'll interfere with my peaceful and happy life. I'm attached anyways, I've a long term relationship with my studies; two-timing NOT allowed.