In case you wake up before I get back, I just wanted to get my stuff from Target and rush back in time for you to wake up :) I'll be right back. Good morning princess :)

I thought I could stay on the phone with you till you woke up (and I was getting close to that) but I don't know why I lost you somehow, again :( I wanted to greet you with a big good morning and tell you how much I missed you while you slept, but either my signal or your phone didn't want me to do so :(

Why do I love making my life complicated? I bought myself three perfumes and now I'm stuck in this dilemma of deciding which of those scents to wear. Really didn't have a clue on what smelt good so I got three which were recommended by the sales (old) woman who called me "baby" and "hun" and thought that I was a boy. So I got D&G light blue for men (which is pretty common), Diesel's Fuel for Life, and YSL's L'Homme (both of which aren't really heard of among people my age)...and here I am in my room with three different smells lingering in the air and me needing coffee beans to clear my nostrils of them.

Two weeks away from home and my total spendings add up to.....$61.87! Wahahaha. 40 bucks on gambling, $10 because I refused to freeload on my cousin so I paid for tip, and $11.87 on my last big meal before I headed back to California!

I wish all vacations were like that! I just don't know if daddy or my aunt enjoyed totaling up their expenditures on me :|

TIRED.

I'm back in California where nothing ever goes on. I'm tired from all the seating down and trying-to-sleep-just-to-get-rid-of-boredom from the plane rides. I'm off to rest, but before that I'd like to give a big thank you to that special someone who stayed up despite having a headache just to accompany me while I waited to board my plane in New York. Thank you so very much to you :) You not only "unbored" me, you kept me really happy (with-a-smile-on-my-face-while-reading-your-messages kind of happy!) throughout that hour and a half wait! Seriously such a sweeeeetheart <3

okay i'm off to roll around on my bed and enjoy the mess of my room!

Hey (back at) you,

I guess you now share the same thoughts about our conversations as me huh? I wonder why though, why'd we click so fast like that when we started talking. It's been about a month and a half now and here we are, still at it with our daily conversations. I don't want it to end or change though, I wish we could go on like this till the end. I wish our daily conversations would evolve into something more than just daily conversations. I'm hoping you'd share the same sentiments as me on that too :)

And don't worry, we'll never run out of things to talk about! You have 18 years worth of stories to share with me, and I have 20 :) I doubt we'd cover all that in such a short span of time, so stick around with me and don't leave okay? Because I won't :)

My aunt and I climbed the Empire State Building and walked around 5th Avenue in Manhattan; then we got bored and decided to head to the casino. I lost 40 bucks, she lost 200. Hahaha cheap thrills. My mommy misses me but I don't want to go home. Gah.

I was hoping I could hit Manhattan alone and explore the city today, but my aunt decided to take the day off and come with me :| Guess we're touring...again.

I'm going home in two days and I'm really not looking forward to it. Well, Santa Barbara's confirmed and I'm going to be on the road again 5am on Saturday. But aside from that, I'm spending the first half of my last month and a half figuring out my living arrangement at Davis and shopping for the things I need for the apartment. The fun only starts after August 25, but I shall be patient :)

I didn't know there was so much anger and resentment going on in my family :| And most of them caused by yours truly :|

Hearing you breathe at the other end of the line while you slept, I close my eyes and feel the distance between us close in and become smaller. It felt like you were right beside me fast asleep while I lay beside just watching over you and making sure that you're alright. So serene, so peaceful. Did you hear me whisper to you?

But i drifted to sleep myself and when I woke up I realized I lost signal and you were gone :(

Cause if its love you seek
I'll give you all the love you need
Just take my hand
And I'll lead the way
If you need someone to love

Sound tripping at 3 in the morning while I wait for that girl who uses two towels at a time to finish showering :)

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I'm starting to have a watch tan on my wrist again. I'm back to wearing chunky watches because I suddenly remembered how Jena used to laugh at my smelly big brown watch that I loved so much. Don't worry Jena, I'll bring back a new smelly watch strap for you to smell when and if I ever get back there! Yiheee someone's turning 22 sooooon! *cough*old*cough*

I feel so special being that one person out of your many many friends that you choose to talk to (and even call while you're at your bestfriend's house) during your nights. I may be just a friend, someone you've just come to know a little less than two months ago, but you sure make me feel so damn special.

We've been talking all night, and you just went to sleep a little while ago (cuz you stopped replying teehee). I feel pretty guilty having kept you up till 5.30 in the morning, but my selfish side is feeling so damn thrilled that you stayed up talking to me (and filling up facebook quizzes hehehe). Well, good mornight sweet one :)

Can we please fast forward one month later?

I can't wait to finally spend time with you and spend days actually talking to you in person.

My dad's been asking me for an "apo" (grand child) and I'm like "oh my god dad my mom's going to chop your head of if she hears you telling me that!," but what he doesn't know is that I already have a son, hidden away in New York, pretending to be my nephew :P Remember when I disappeared and was out of school for a whole year? Hahahaha. I wish. I'd give to have this little imp be my son anyday!

Who's got the juicier cheeks? :D

Didn't turn out to be such a bad day afterall :) Hindi mo rin kasi ako matiis :P

Hey stalker, checking me out again? I love you :D

Oh those simple things you say, they never fail to blow me away.

Mr. Cupid shot a bullseye this time round, and I can't be any happier that I'm in love. Come home soon my love, I've been waiting too long for you already.

Louise Palabrica. I should change my name.

(then again, i think my stepdad would butcher my biodad and i and feed us to the bums in san francisco).

She left a note and said, "I'm sorry I had a bad day again".

Got it.